It was such a beautiful day. “Crystal clear” is an overused expression, but it fits. I drove 265 miles on Monday Sept. 10 to visit New London followed by Dale and Drew in Westport, CT. The sky such a deep clear blue with billowing white clouds. Playing CDs in the car stereo that I’ve never listened to (Luna, tribute to Bob Dylan) or rarely (Matthew Sweet rareties, Little Feat, Sonic Youth’s Murray Street). On such a day, 95 from New York through Connecticut, usually a dreary road, looked… good! Traffic was moving, the sun was shining and the music was transporting. It was a day with the first hints of autumn in the air. It truly felt like back-to-school (a fitting day to revisit Connecticut College). And one of many highlights was when Dale and I drove to their previous home in Wilton from their house in Westport – it was a top-down kind of afternoon in Dale’s convertible!
Driving from D&D’s house on Saugatuck Isl. to Wilton takes only about 20 minutes, but the locations are world’s apart (something Dale commented on). On the drive, Dale remarked how she seldom had driven these roads in the 11+ years it’s been since they’ve moved, and as we drive further north on Rte. 7, closer to her old house on Sugarloaf Drive, the changes became apparent to her. One big change: traffic lights where no traffic lights had been before. We passed a carnival set up on the side of the road near the high school, and it was hard to miss the ferris wheel lodged perilously close to the road. It brought Dale back: when the family live in Wilton, the carnival came every fall and she always hated that ferris wheel. I can’t blame her – I, too, never trusted those temporary rides that were set up for a week or so, then dismantled and set up again elsewhere. What if the installers missed an important bolt or tamp-down device?? Dale and I looking and commenting about the ferris wheel: a bunch of old worry-worts from the Crab family.
On Saugatuck Island you are always aware of the sky and the water, and on Sugarloaf Drive in Wilton you are simply aware of the woods. Though the neighborhood is as they say in New England, “thickly settled,” you’re aware of the deep respect the homeowners have for all their trees. There is thick cover over everything; huge canopies of leaves from all the trees cast a strong shade throughout the looping ride on Sugarloaf. Traveling on Sugarloaf you quickly become one with the forest, and it is an awesome feeling. And this isn’t a traditional first-ring type of suburb built to house the initial wave of city dwellers who left the city to commute from the “country.” Those original suburbs, like Teaneck, like Lower Merion, were planned with walkers in mind. There are sidewalks, there is street parking, the houses are close together. Wilton is over 50 miles from New York City. Though now I imagine many residents commute to the city, it doesn’t have that first-ring suburban feel. The houses on Sugarloaf are newer, most I imagine built in the last 50 years, though many (all?) of the original homes have either been extensively remodeled or torn down in favor of newer, bigger construction. Driving on Sugarloaf, looking up at the all trees covering us (remember, we’re in a convertible), we realized there’s no place to park or to pull over. We slowly drove past house after house which brought Dale back. A few houses featured brand new construction since she’s been there last. As we approached her old home, we knew what to do: go by their former neighbor Nick who lived right behind them. We could park in his driveway and use that as an anchor for looking at their old house.
Nick happened to be home. Nick and his wife Anne had moved behind Dale and Drew when Geoff and Alli were small, and they became good friends, sharing their backyard without any fencial interruptions (great word – don’t bother looking it up). I think that friendship was one of the hardest factors in their move to Westport; you are very lucky if you have a neighbor who becomes a good friend. Dale hadn’t been to Nick’s house since the move; when Nick’s son Teddy answered the door Dale was floored. He’s a high school senior and Dale hadn’t seen him in a looonnnngggg time. In comparison, her old house is pretty much the same, but kids, man, they change. It is a flooring feeling to not see kids in years.
When Dale and Drew moved into this house, it was a modest ranch on a huge property. There was a ride-on mower somehow attached to the deal with the landscaped acre. The part of the house that stayed the same in its transformation from ranch to two-story colonial was the wonderful stone fireplace in the living room. Dale explains how she always loved that fireplace. At five o’clock, in for the evening, she would light a fire and the living room would then be the centerpiece, the gathering place, of the evening. I’ve always romanticized fireplaces: we had one on Upland Road that was never used (mom had long claimed it was something with the chimney). Her and Jack put in a ceramic fireplace in their newly-constructed den on Grassmere Rd. One of the reasons Beatrice St. became a “yes” for me was the fireplace; maybe we’re carrying on the tradition that Dale used to embrace.
Looking at the house from the outside, there have been a few changes in the 11+ years: the paint,s a different color (Dale liked her yellow better), additional decking added to the rear, tastefully done mason work accenting the landscaping in the front, but overall the sense of the house remains the same. I wonder if Geoff and Alli were here would they would sense things differently? Geoff was going into tenth grade when they moved; Alli was going into eighth. Maybe the yard, which is big, had seemed massive to them, as if each end were in separate time zones. I always got such a sense of space in their old house in Wilton, but that’s maybe I kept visiting from much smaller spaces, whether East 10th Street in the city, Delano Place in Fairview, Tilden Ave or Beatrice St (even though each subsequent space for us has gotten bigger an bigger). It’s all about personal perspective – you can’t escape it.
We never spent much time in the front (which looks so much smaller than the back view). You’d spy the house on the road, then pull into the driveway (which, steeply banked, was very difficult in wintry weather, which Dale reminded me). You’d rarely enter through the front door. You’d enter through the kitchen door by the garage, or by the garage itself. I have so many memories of the driveway, but most paramount was the dumpster that was in place when they were cleaning out the ranch house in preparation for the big construction (they lived in a condo for about six months until the work was completed). I came up for a few days to help them out. At one point Drew asked me to throw out his record collection. Now this was the early, mid-90s, when the shift to CDs was complete, and many folks were foregoing their record collection in favor of CDs. I’ve always loved my records, but these weren’t mine, they were Drew’s, so I brought armful after armful out to the dumpster. Job completed, but then it hit me: what if years from now Drew began to miss one of his old records. What if he were – in a wave of nostalgia – to set up a turntable and want to listen to his old vinyl. He wouldn’t be able to, and why? Because brother-in-law Bob had thrown them all out. No!!! I went outside late that night, climbed into the dumpster, and dedumpstered Drew’s vinyl, telling him if he wants to get rid of the records, he would have to do the dirty work himself… I would not be blamed.
Walking to the back again – our car is parked at Nick’s – I again look at the house. We had a lot of good times in the backyard. I remember all of us sitting on the deck at many gatherings. If we were staying overnight, I could drink without thinking about driving back. If we came for a day trip I would drink but then stop, giving me ample time to let the alcohol leave my system for the ride back. And if it was hard to stop drinking in Wilton, it was twice as hard after Dale and Drew moved to Saugatuck Island, and Drew installed a kegorator first in his garage, eventually in his bar in the backyard. Which brings us back to the present.
There is nothing like the water. It attracts so many of us. We yearn to live by the water, to spend time by the water. Even if you don’t take advantage of it, it is easy to romanticize a life by the sea (see my City Island post). Though both Wilton and Westport are top-tiered suburbs, there is a great contrast between Saugatuck Island and Sugarloaf Drive (if you’re visiting them back to back, it’s very apparent). Goodbye wood-chipper. Hello clam bake.
How’s this for an entry way. You come down Harbor and you have to drive real slow to take in the beautiful vista on your left. As the road winds, up ahead is a… bridge? You slow down even further. There are speed bumps and a “5 mph” sign. You take it… barely. You stay in first gear. There is only room for one car at a time (no trucks), and you feel the earth…move…under your feet as you crawl up and down the bridge. Sure, the powers-that-be could replace this quaint crossing in a heartbeat with something more efficient and sensible, but then the old worldliness of this crossing experience would be no more. Yea to the old world! (and… there is a way onto the island without bridging it. In actuality, this really isn’t an island, but a peninsula. If we have RINOs this election season, is this an IINO (Island In Name Only)? Maybe at one point it used to be truly an island, but landfill changed it?
Throughout these blog postings, you will probably see a scarcity of back yards, yet with Dale and Drew the back yards are featured. Yea for access. The area around Dale and Drew’s is spectacular for what you can’t see: the water. However, you know it’s there, a block-and-a-half away. But the Sound, and the spirit of the island, dominate their lives. Most of the hanging is upstairs – it’s where the kitchen, dining room, living room and bedrooms are. There’s a fireplace, but it’s gas, and a simple flick of the wrist turns it on and off (the massive chimney you see pictured is for the fireplace on the first floor, which isn’t used much). The downstairs main room empties right onto the side yard and
back yard patio. And the highlight of the patio is the bar. Dale and Drew love to entertain, and Drew is in his element when he’s behind the stick. Maybe in a former life he was a bartender (or a fisherman). When Drew has his people around him, good music streaming from the speakers (you can see a white speaker above the bar), he is having a good time and is making sure that everyone is feeling the same. I look at this shot, and think of other photographs taken over the past ten years and times simply hanging there. There’s something I find very real about feeling nostalgic for the present – realizing that a place is special and will always be special. Appreciating it in the now knowing that it won’t be there forever (well, it will, but other people will be living there). If/when Dale and Drew move, how can this be anything but Drew’s bar???? If I come back to visit, I would sincerely hope the new owners would welcome me with a draft. I’ll have to ask for that to be a rider in the sales contract.
Out of all the houses I’ve seen in the places that Dale and Drew have lived, this is by far my favorite. Of course it’s the location: right on the water. But I love the simplicity of the structure and the dramatic opening that lets the view shine through for anyone walking down the street. It’s almost as if the home were sharing: of course this is my view, but please look as well. Enjoy. It’s for all of us. The home does not have to wow us with girth or decorative geegaws. If you could live here, you wouldn’t need a television, you would only need to look out your living room window. You would always be enlightened and you would never be bored.